Since finishing college, I have taken the opportunity to follow other interests. Mostly art. I have always envied people who had artistic talent. Whether it was playing an instrument, drawing, painting or singing; I always wanted to be one of those people who had a tangible self-expression that was all theirs. Other than writing, of course.
I never got the chance to really get into it though. I always had creative ideas but never followed through with them. I was always too tired, too busy or too stressed. Not to mention the time and money to invest in such interests.
Now I have the time and despite not having the money, art has become a huge part of my daily life.
Over the last year or so, I have taken up drawing, painting and DIY clothes. My house is overrun with projects. I’ve displayed some in my tiny apartment but most are collecting dust, waiting to be finished as I have several projects going on at once.
One of my first paintings 'My Fair Ladies'
For the last few months, it seems art is all I think about. All I really want to do with my time is paint, draw or make clothes. The funny thing is, whether they are any good or not no longer matters.
This is the longest I have gone without a job. Looking for work is incredibly stressful and, of course, my top priority. However, I must admit that part of me is grateful. If it weren’t for this long period of time, I might never have picked it up.
You are one of those people and I envy your talents and ability to express yourself through art. Let yourself go… fully…and without thought and I think we will see your soul come through in these “expressions”.